Twenty Twenty

So...many things have happened. i donno where to start. Ok maybe we go with the neverending LSZ charade. You know "the one that i an thinking of?" like always ? forever ? i donno ... *shrugs* i found out that LSZ has this new thing called telonym ..which i find interesting ...and as that serial stalker ...i decided to download that app myself and asked him questions... so how it works is that u can ask this person anonymously like anything ...and just wait for his answers ... so i find it interesting to see if he does lie or not ... apparently i have asked him some stupid rude questions like.."how long is your dick" "are you gay" or "are you straight" ...his answers are surprisingly honest ...but he starts or end off with a "haha" and that makes it look all funny or insincere or just mere lies .... last sunday ...LSZ fell sick ...he suddenly had a bout of sore throat ...and runny nose ...so expectedly he went to see a doctor at...

Its a constant struggle. I will check his ig stories , his ig posts his fb posts, his twitter , now he's got this "tell" thing ...so annoying ...i donno why he's still hanging around this SW guy.... so jealous much ...but according to to this SW they are just pure, clean , healthy friends now ...no more fucking ...but what a fucking liar ! oh well ...may god give me strength to pull this through ....

Just when i thought that i had sorted out my finances , in comes paycuts, taxes and people. Ugh !!! My life !!! No matter what i am thankful for everything ! The air i breathe , the fact that I am still alive and all that ! Blessed be !!! It was the birthday wishes and prayers that kept me in high spirits ! Yassss !

Again lah ...keep seeing his ig stories ... saw that now he misses his RP buddies ... wish i could upload our videos and his photos here for u all to see ...but i'd rather protect his identity after that last thing that happened ... (shall not say it here)... he thinks i was not cool ...i almost lost him ...but then after listening to my almost perfect lie ...he decided to still stay with me ...and thats one of the more reasons why i missed him...someone who is relentless and tolerant ... i guess his RP buddies knew about him and his sexual excapades ..what if they knew ? i wonder what will happen ? guess he will finally find out who his true friends are ...and the fact that he lied about his age ? ok lets not go there (again)... *rolls eyes* sometimes i forget this is not whatsapp and there are no emojis hahahaha.... id rather he hangs out with his RP friends than W and his gang or the Pig...his RP friends look so sweet and sincere ... and innocent of course .... Ok so ...my...

I wish to change L back to LSZ since no one is reading this. I doubt LM will too. I dont think she knows that I read her blogs. Hahaha... oh well ... I was really down and out after finding out about W and LSZ. I was weak and tired and despite me sending twitter porn links , music and positive messages ...he would either ignore me or made some comment and stop there ... he didnt think to meet me or tell me that he's horny or send me his masturbating videos or dick pics. i really miss that. i really miss him. i want him to know that. i might also possibly love him. but then again it was all my fault. told him i wished to remain as strangers. i hardly see him hang out with "the Pig" and all his other friends (who are gay too). i keep seeing him with W and all his other Grindr friends. i am so intrigued at how you can hang out with friends you fuck with before !!! how can you do that ??? I never once had that. eewww ! Awkward !!! and the fact that W ...

This is not a review of the book nor this is my opinion of the same. This is a comparison of Mimi's lifestory to mine. Mimi is a living legend, a diva, a classic - by definition of gold standards. She is not only a singer but an artiste, a songwriter, music video director, music producer, movie director, actress, songstress, songwriter, children's book author, adult book author, and most of all a Diva. Mimi's book as i tweeted earlier , you will learn that every touch, feel, smell, taste, sights and sounds, each of them are unique. So learn to treasure it and cherish it every time you get. Each and every detail IS important !!! You will learn that every music has its tale. Every song every tune brings back to the time something happens and why. I really enjoyed that. So as at 29 September 2020 at noon, Singapore time, I received a notification on my gmail that my book is ready for download in Google Books !!! I was ecstatic and can't wait to read it !!! I was...