My Birthday and I Wish I Wish I Wish

Again lah ...keep seeing his ig stories ... saw that now he misses his RP buddies ... wish i could upload our videos and his photos here for u all to see ...but i'd rather protect his identity after that last thing that happened ... (shall not say it here)... he thinks i was not cool ...i almost lost him ...but then after listening to my almost perfect lie ...he decided to still stay with me ...and thats one of the more reasons why i missed him...someone who is relentless and tolerant ... i guess his RP buddies knew about him and his sexual excapades ..what if they knew ? i wonder what will happen ? guess he will finally find out who his true friends are ...and the fact that he lied about his age ? ok lets not go there (again)... *rolls eyes* sometimes i forget this is not whatsapp and there are no emojis hahahaha.... id rather he hangs out with his RP friends than W and his gang or the Pig...his RP friends look so sweet and sincere ... and innocent of course .... Ok so ...my birthday is coming... 40 and faboulous on the 14th !!! all great numbers 4 !!! love that!!! I have 4 siblings and my lucky numbers are 1 and 4 after my birth date and i have the numbers 1 and 4 in my handphone number hahahahahaha!!! I wished for sooooo many things this time ... as you all know that this is the pandemic .... i wished for ...1. things to go back to normal ...to the way it was before ...but minus the natural disasters ...pollutions... 2. for my 15% back !!! hahahaha!!! i had actually planned out my instalment payment arrangements nicely ..but after the 15% paycut ...i had to put a lot of things on hold !!! so sad ...crying now .... 3. for freedom ...i want to be free of all my debts ... i want to have my house back...i want my share of fun.... please god !!! 4. to be with LSZ !!! hahahahaha.... oh dear ...what fat hope !!! thats it 4 beautiful wishes !!! lucky number 4!!! ok ok i still have posts to come ..i dont wanna be lazy...hoping to write as much as i can ...hence the many posts in a span of a few hours in one day !!! hahahaha...!!!!

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