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Covid

Finally after 2 years of Covid free, Covid finally caught up with me. Its been two years since my last entry. Now its day 6 and i am covid free. Covid really had me bad. i was down with bodyaches and pains , headaches that come and go, deep cough and the flu. i still feel something in my elbows as i type. my calves too. my chest, rib cage and lower back hurts when i cough and i would feel that my rib cage and calves hurt when i wake up . but today , its all gone. save for a nasal voice , i am as good as new. my son adam is also positive. today is his day 4. u know me and my double life ? it got me really thinking when i come across this video on tiktok about some anonymous people sending their life story in a podcast . i dont know if it really is meant for me. it got me thinking because this guy or girl lost their loving father . but they soon find out that their dad had a secret gay lover and even bought his lover a house. he even had sex with a lot of gay sex workers ...
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Quarantine Life

Hey there ...it's been awhile ... so the life that i dreaded is here ... both adam and i have to be quarantined til 15 sep . we are now at the furama riverfront hotel. This is only our 2nd day here. i'm really hoping that we can leave early...oh well ...just when i thought things are looking for me... ok here's the thing ...my tenants in the master bedroom and the room beside it have left ...i dont want to have any other tenants after this .... so as usual...coz im so thirsty ...i do what i do best ...that is to find the clients...yup ...i'm back to massaging ... and i was so inspired to put in carousel ...btw this all happend in July guys ... however ...it kinda backfired on me ... it was just sooooo overwhelming ... money was good ...but i had back to back clients ... could take it so i had to delist myself after just two weeks ... i met a few good looking ones along the way ...and one is now a regular ... of coz i had to look for wilson after that ..and as usual ....
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Syafiq

so again....its about him....i just decided to change him to a malay name so i wont think of him...yeah right!!! basically msg him since last week... monday... to ask if hes free on a gd fri weekend... but no replies...so msg him again on watsapp on thurs ? finally msg him on sunday w a quote from wandavision... but dumbfuck took it wrongly...at first i just wanted to ignore it but i cant...so msg him to ask if hes ok... basically he had a rough week... anyway dimwit just wont reply me again... 🙄... watever lah... i donno if i should give him... but feels like im getting my house back real soon... so hopefully...i can get back into the fun game 🤭🤣😂... im back on grdr... only thing i can count on now is wilson... i hope he will continue to massage me...hes the best todate..but fucking expensive... hotel + massage is like 130 + 150 ???? fuck!!!
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Stupid

really pining for someone who doesnt really want u is so stupid. cant sleep. heart hurts. really dumb. so not worth it. anyways this firm that im with is really a huge waste of time. lisa gets away w a secondment n we renewed her pc. helen gets away w doing part time or not leaving the office. n we hire ppl blindly. not thinking of consequences. in the end we r just.tired n angry. like fuck.
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Miss my home

yeah now that got grindr back... i cant have fun..coz i got no place! fuck!!!! i really pray those assholes will leave soon!!! i want my house back !!! the other day i went to park hotel @ farrer park.... nice place ! cheap n nice...better than that stupid kam leng... had a nice 2 hr massage w wilson.... his massage, his passion, his love, his art , his grace.... is all felt in his massage... i actually asked for a discount but i i paid him in full instead...coz of how great he is ! n of coz once that was done i msg leo... thot he could come over...again...no coz hes busy... wtf... 🙄.... but he left work...n i saw that he was on grindr....
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Winzo

so i finally did the unthinkable. i had this asshole who dm-ed me on twitter...n like we exchanged whatsapp msgs and all for like the longest time... n when he badly wanted to see me...he bailed. actually blocked me on my whatsapp... and i just spent a fucking 70 sgd on hotel...50 on wines and ciggies... 10 bucks on grab ...and 20 plus on food... FMN!!! But it was not all that bad... i finally reinstalled grindr...after having my device banned..yes...they r that fucking powerful... this guy msg me on grdr n told me that he knew me from b4...dont mind seeing me in the hotel... yes.. i immediately recognised him... sucked his dick...n we had a nice long chat after... we left the hotel together... before that...i actually msg leo to come...but he wouldnt..i was like ok.. oh well... but after being drunk on white wine...i finally plucked my coursge to take nude pics of myself... sent it to this guy winzo on ig...who has agreed months b4...that he does nude paintings of plus sized models .....
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Wow...

he does not only share swinata but winzo as well... winzo likes to paint him... n i know coz i saw his msg on winzo's kofi!!! winzo wamts his nudes!!! 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ fuck me now!!!
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