Twenty Twenty

really pining for someone who doesnt really want u is so stupid. cant sleep. heart hurts. really dumb. so not worth it. anyways this firm that im with is really a huge waste of time. lisa gets away w a secondment n we renewed her pc. helen gets away w doing part time or not leaving the office. n we hire ppl blindly. not thinking of consequences. in the end we r just.tired n angry. like fuck.

yeah now that got grindr back... i cant have fun..coz i got no place! fuck!!!! i really pray those assholes will leave soon!!! i want my house back !!! the other day i went to park hotel @ farrer park.... nice place ! cheap n nice...better than that stupid kam leng... had a nice 2 hr massage w wilson.... his massage, his passion, his love, his art , his grace.... is all felt in his massage... i actually asked for a discount but i i paid him in full instead...coz of how great he is ! n of coz once that was done i msg leo... thot he could come over...again...no coz hes busy... wtf... 🙄.... but he left work...n i saw that he was on grindr....