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i havent seen L's ig stories with his gf (also L).... *rolls eyes* i know ... i think they have broken up yet again . usually he would come running to me but he didnt ...so i am actually worried ... worried because he could have found someone else ...someone who can blow him better ...someone he could have finally fucked with... anyway...watever ...im always praying that he would be happy , staying sane and sorted and healthy in these troubking times.. one day ..i saw this guy W on his ig stories ...and i noticed that W has been spending quite alot of time with L. so finally plucked my courage to message this W and say "omg u so lucky to have this cutie!"...this W just laughed saying that L is just a friend ...when i asked whether its a colleague ...he didnt say....anyway my gaydar was on point and W is gay with a bf .... when i saw W's ig story again...he is with L and 2 other hunks !!! i msg him to say like wow nice party n shit and cute hunks ...he dared reply me w a photo of L (looking tipsy with another guy) ...apparently they were drinking and karaokeing at this W's house at Boon Keng or Dakota i dont know sighs...that makes me a lot jealous and i feel like oh W is sooooo lucky ...L could be spending the night there and then getting good blows from W...sighs ..... i couldnt sleep and continued to pray ... oh dear ...how much i missed him.... anyway...if he were to come to my house also cannot coz there are now malaysians occupying my place .... they will only be leaving in december ... i have customers and my regulars messaging which i must decline then again we could also use the money ...i miss all the fun!!! oh well ...guess i will just keep masturbating then ...till then....

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